Here goes. I now realize it was a shitty thing to do to post that blog. I could give excuses and say that I didn't mean it or I was in a bad mood, but that wouldn't change anything. but regardless of not being able to take back words, I am sorry. really sorry. I did it again. and it's really a huge bummer, because we were starting to be friends again, heather, and that was really cool. but I blew it, and I suppose that's that.
So I guess this really is just a nothing blog, because it won't accomplish anything, but I just had to get it out there for you. I really am sorry, and I would love a third, or fourth(or whatever chance I'm on right now), but were I in your place, heather? I wouldn't give it to me, so I won't blame you if you decide not to.
I wouldn't be surprised if this made things worse for some unforeseen reason, and I probably should have said this in person, but I dunno. I guess I'm just not brave enough. more than likely you won't read this anyway, and I won't have the balls to say anything in real life. I reaally piss myself off sometimes.
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Hey, Ben. I hope you're not mad at me for jumping into this situation. I really debated whether to say anything at all. I really do think you're awesome, especially since you basically could have just told H-bomb and I to go fuck ourselves, but instead you thought about what we said. So thanks.
Anyway, I wanted to let you know I changed my blog address. 'm now at http://wiredtoyou.blogspot.com.
*hugs*
Ben Ben Ben...
um...that's pretty funny since you pretty much said all of that to me on saturday, and it made me cry and it made you feel obligated to say cheesy and awful things like womb to tomb, who even does that?
Um...well I mean I guess that I made it pretty apparent that I wanted to keep you in my life. I kind of suck at having friends, I've noticed and you do to! So we can blog about that together, and chat about random and unimportant things like we always used to.
You said that if you were me, you wouldn't take you back.
I find that pretty hard to believe since you love youself so damn much. :]
you're not the only one.
keep that in mind next time you get bored and want to make me cry, okay?
I do love you Ben, as much as someone can without making it terribly awkward?
truly do, -Heather
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