I just realised, that I've not been chronicalling my "adventures" near well enough
lesse...
I need a job. badly. but I never remember this. even when I do I completely blow it off. Its no longer just an I want money thing. I've got a year to start a financial base to start two lifes with. A year till I am responsible for the well being of myself, and someone else. Its a huge reallity check. I in no way regret the choices I've made, and as I've said before, our lives will be awesome, couldn't ask for a better lady. but its just a big responsibility, and I've gotta step up. Big step.
Speaking of my leading lady, she been having some tough times lately, and yet she's still holding together. she doesn't even know how proud I am of her. whe I tell her, its always "well, its only because I'm used to it". Personally, I think its a pretty admirable feat to get though her life and still be sane, but maybe thats just me. love you, babydoll :]
Schools getting harder, but I think I can make it. its sure teaching me how hard college is gonna be, thats for sure. but at the same time, its fun. I do enjoy a challenge.
I love reading stories so much. Its so relaxing to read to someone. I think I wouldn't mind becoming like a book reader for like audio books or maybe like a library. it would just be cool.
I think I can honestly say I have two best friends now, wich is really cool. don't think I've had a good guy friend in god knows how long. prolly since jr. high. its a cool feeling. even if he does have a small dick :P sorry, Hair.
so...yeah. thats me.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Well, hello there.
Posted by Benjamin at 6:32 PM
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