FUCK

I can't remember a GODDAMNED THING! I hate this. I never think. ever. I am a complete and utter airhead. fuck jealousy, my the thing I hate most about me is that. I never, ever think before I do, or say anything, then I'm suprised and upset when someone suffers because of it. it pisses me off. especially since theres no way to fix it, apparently. how am I supposed to "remember to remember" or "think about thinking before you speak or act before you speak or act" I have a problem with the basics of human relations.
christ. jesus fucking christ.