All quiet on the home front

I'm so fucking tired of that phrase. thats my spring break. bleh.

eh, But i think i'm almost back. a little worse for the wear, but i think my circuits are at least 85% back online, so thats good. a bit of that is because of my new favorite movie, dawn of the dead. I picked up the unrated directors cut and if was pretty chill. good writing, good storie. a little squeemish on the whole baby part, but what can you expect? For the record, game and fish expo's might as well be called "an expo of things and people all distinctly not attractive in anyway". bleh. not a single cute girl :p feels weird to be saying that.

So anyways, just an update to let you kids know that I'm not being a depressed emo pussy anymore, so you can talk to me. well, most of you :p just kidding. so yeah. see you kids tommorow.

peace

a bad case

I miss you. I thought I'de let you know. this isn't an attempt to get you back, I just felt it, and wondereed if you missed me. This is alot harder than i thought it would be.

Goodnight. I hope the concert was fun.

The Kings of Carrot Flowers, The April Fools

Reconfiguration
Readjustment
Release

I don't feel good.
My insides are confused
I'm cold

The dog died
I miss it, but I guess it was a long time coming.

I've just got way to much things to think about, and no distractions.

I don't want distractions, i don't want to forget.

ick. ick ick ick.

BLOG!

Collaberate and listen, Ben is back wit' mah bran' new invention!...

or blog, really.

UPDATE! nobody gives a shit about bigfoot!

but enough of that.once, I wrote this haiku:
Flashes of sunlight
illuminate my chamber
my half-heart is gone

It was in a completely different context then the past few days, but it's kinda stuck with me during them. However, the time has been well spent. I've discovered the importance of being me. of having my plans. my goals, my life. and I hope this lesson stays with me. so i'd like to proffer a new haiku:
Beating in tandem
today we will stand, here, now
as trees without roots

peace, kids. sleep good tonight.