20 speaks to 20 freaks :]

just kidding kids :p

1.) I hate you. You have done absolutely nothing to deserve it. But you are also a great friend. one of my best.

2.) My opinion of you has increased so much in the past few days. you are kind, compassionate, and funny. I can honestly say I now consider you one of my friends.

3.) You are so naive, but I see me in you. learn to shut up, and know what the hell you're talking about before you say anything. and life isn't fair. Deal.

4.) I love you. I wish I could show you just how much, but you tend to make it hard, and I never have time, anyway. I'm sorry.

5.) you suck. you are so fake, it's pitiful.

6.) you are awesome, but I expect alot more than this out of you. please pull it together?

7.) You are great. I hope you have an awesome life, cuz you sure as hell deserve it. just maybe learn a little tact?

8.) You make her life miserable, I hope you know. I don't know what your problem is. did you make it your goal to try to be as big a bitch as possible. you don't have to see her upset. it hurts worse than anything. suck balls and die.

9.) I love you. really, truly. but I just wish I could help you see just how amazing you really are. you are beautiful, funny, dedicated, intelligent, and sweet. stop focusing on your flaws. it hurts us both.

10.)Shut up about how gross gays are, okay? you can't back it up, and you sound like an asshole when you say these things. I have a very high opinion of you, but this tries my nerves.

11.) my opinion of you has gone down. alot. do what you say you will, and don't bitch about it. learn to do honest work, no bitching, moaning, or expect of fun comfort, or your way. do it and be done.

12.) If I were that way, you would be my best friend. it's a huge bummer. I wish you and I were more alike.

13.) You have no idea what you are doing to your husband. why don't you love him?

14.) you're a sweet kid. I wish I could live up to your hero worship, but I can never seem to. I'm sorry. so so sorry.

15.) I miss you, but you've changed alot. I think I miss something that doesn't exist.

16.) I really don't like you. I thought you were funny and witty at one time, but now I see you're just a raging douche with issues with anything that isn't "fair".

17.) I wan't you to know, being a raging asshole doesn't make you a bad ass. it makes you intolerable.

18.) I hate you. you don't know someone untill you've worked with them. you suck.

19.) I really wish you would learn that positive reinforcement works better than screaming.

20.) you are a very smart girl. I wish you made better descisions. I can see these comeing back to bite you in the ass.

reflections

I looked in the mirror and saw many roads,
down which I could walk, into a different man grow.
And in this I realized, that t'was not a mirror,
but another man's eyes,
through his experience, I saw through my lies

today I saw aspects of me that I never realized through your guy's characters.

Through Jackson's Two-Bit, I saw my life's purpose

Through Kara's Cherry, I saw a flaw of mine that I never realized

Through Kyle's Two-Bit, I saw glimpses of who I want to be.

Through Cass's Cherry, I saw love.

you guys worked awesome today. I know only one, maybe two of you read this, but I just had to get that out there.