When all else fails...

Oi. its been one of those days where everything just feels off-kilter.

I have seperation anxiety.

Damn it. I'm gonna go blow up some zombies.

a small vent

I hate it when I think that I've upset someone, but it's absolutely impossible to know at the time being. cuz I can't fix it, I can't talk about it, and it just sits there inside my head. Especially when you factor in the fact that I usualy read more into things than nessesary, so it could be a non issue, but then it says "but wht if you aren't overreading this time? what if you really did upset her? you screwed up." and then I just stew in this going round and round untill I can talk to the person I may or may not have wronged.

and I end up blogging about it. damn it.

This is my new favorite XKCD. I dunno how i missed it, but I love it.

*note: this does not count toward my one post a week goal.

this one too! it goes with my last post!

Bang!

Ahhhh! I'm so exited! the LHC(Large Hadron Collider) is going online next month! the biggest scientific tool ever created! They're gonna find some amazing stuff, I'm sure of it. they're gonna smash hadrons, little groups of quarks, so we'll get even smaller things.

Okay, so I admit, it doesn't sound that impressive, but rest assured, it is. when you consider we know nearly nothing of the quark, let alone what makes it up, this'll give quantum physics a huge boost.

I'm such a geek, I know.

It's times of emotional angst when I blog the most consistently and philosophically. sadly, I have no such angst at this time. But, this Summer I've decided to give myself a goal. I've decided to try to post at least once a week. Rain or shine, angst or no angst. So yeah.

Summer; Chapter I
Video games are the devil. they suck you in and just as you start to think, "this is pointless and I'm not doing anything worthwhile", they say back to you "just a little further. a little further and then you can leave". but you never do. oi. Damn Resident Evil 4.

I've discovered that I can't watch movies alone. at all. I've got 5-6 movies on loan to me, but I just can't bring myself to actually sit down and watch them. I can't even watch my favorites alone. a week ago I put transformers in and within fifteen minutes, I shut it off.

Yesterday, I got to thinking, and found that the absolute value of infinity is 2 x infinity. at least, if you look at it from the standpoint that infinity contains withing itself both positive and negative infinity and they go on infinitely in their own rights and loop back on themselves infinitely. so the total distance from zero is both the absolute distance going negative and going positive. 2 infinities! cool, right?

goddamn this sounds inane, even to me. eh. hope for angst, I guess.

Advent

I'm here. I've given in. I'm a blogger. I've sacrificed my right to aloofness(wich is now a word, if it wasn't) for connection. you should both be ashamed of yourselves.

Just kidding. I enjoy blogging. not that I ever get around to it.

I still feel like a sellout, mind you.