It smells like teen angst in here. broken hearts and vaugeries.
I need to put words to page again. i need to write, i need to create, to fathom, to sound the depths for something to pull me forward. a muse would be nice, but i guess blogger does not supply those. It's been long enough for old scars to heal for the most part, though i still worry them, cause who doesn't pick at their scars and wiggle their loose teeth.
What's behind?:
- High School, and all that that entailed. drama, frustration, and a few good friends. also a few shitty friends.
- Show Low, or it will be soon enough. I'm tired of this bullshit town and ready to move on to the next. get some new dirt on my boots.
- Childhood, at last in the legal sense. how weird is that?
What's ahead?:
- College. I am going to learn. I am going to build a life. And it is terrifying.
- Phoenix. A sprawling metropolis. my gotham. my labyrinth.
- Adulthood. I refuse to grow up entirely, but i must grow older.
- LIFE. My whole life is ahead of me. my life's work. my life's passions. my life's love. I hope i am ready.